i feel heartbroken…
dear guy… guy who stole my heart the minute you walked in the room and long after you left. im sorry. im sory i wasnt strong enough then but im strong enough now. im strong enough to say that i like you alot, and i know you like me too, but you are hopless lover, and a lost dream. i cant keep going on the way we are and im sorry if u dont like this but your answer to my question is what makes my decision. should i drop what i have with you? i dont know yet your taking your sweet time answering. what we have i was totally against until i helped cause it. i feel like shit now. thank you my love for making the worst of the feelings in what we have. i used to feel happy with you but now even when we talk i just feel alone and all you talk about is sex. honestly your hormones are geting in the way f ur fucking brain. you cant se how fuckin hurt i am!!! even when were in the middle of , you know “handling buisness”, lol, you dont see the raw lonleyness plastered across my face! how can you not see that?! its just there waiting for you too notice and fix it. im waiting for you to fix me… but im stronger now i can fix myself… thats what i think… or what i thought… already im talking to you again… it ends up i wasnt strong enough…
sincerley… valentina
dear me… (valentina) im sorry i couldnt do it… maybe next time youll have more will power than you do know…
getting high ;)
- me: what was this laced with ?
- belica: ugh i dont know
- sidney: its laced?
- me: yeah ...
- <sidney gives me a crazy wtf look>
- me and sidney : whatever fuck it!
- lmfao & later
- me: im itchyyyyyy >;O
- sidney: im sooooooo itchy :(
- belica: im hellllla itchy :OOO (we all scratch)
- lol its small moments like these that you have to see to get the almost piss your pants feeling ;)
